Heaven's Favorite: Picking up the CEO who loves him too much

Chapter 900 Black and White Yan Qing Ji 1

People have to see how much Xieluo is before they realize how beautiful the so-called blooming is!I am a lonely man, born alone and dying alone.

When words can no longer express my heartache, only my pupils are as deep as a pond.When one day I am silent, don't ask me why.Look at me, look at my deep eyes.

When I am lonely, I choose to wear earphones and a hat, so that my whole soul is wrapped and I am not alone.

When I was young, I began to care about other people's eyes, all kinds of things.I began to reflect on myself, merits and demerits, right and wrong every day.It felt like being imprisoned, the pain was unbearable, like kneeling before the gods and confessing all the past.I'm tired.Thinking over and over again.When an idea is born, it is deeply rooted and firmly established.

"I want to die!" These four words appeared naked and bloody in my mind, and I closed my eyes in pain, desperate.I was groping in the dark, opened the drawer on the right hand side, took out a pack of women's cigarettes, took out a quivering one, put it to my mouth, and then watched the quivering flame igniting it, in this night, stars and stars, Smoke filled the air.I took a deep breath, and then exhaled a lonely smoke ring. At this moment, my mind is clear and my nerves are sensitive.Taking another puff, I squinted to see the smoke ring dissipate.I think in my life, what I can't escape is family affection.That bone-destroying betrayal, that resentment in the depths of my soul, that struggle that I couldn't get rid of all my life, is me.

"Bang", I let go of my tightly clenched fist, and fell powerlessly on the ground, with vague pain in the bones of my hand.Time and time again, when I felt that I was about to suffocate, die, and be liberated, I woke up again and realized that it was not true liberation.My soul is suffering, my body is suffering, and my mind is suffering.

"What are you still hoping for?" I was asking my own soul.Tell me, what fills your bewildered eyes?What did you say that there is a mountain full of lilacs, with thousands of heads and hundreds of thousands of heads!Let me tell you, listen up: it doesn't belong to you, it doesn't belong to the breeze, it doesn't belong to the sky, it doesn't belong to the earth, it's there because it was fixed by fate early on, it's not because It wants to bloom, but it has to bloom, it blooms but it blooms for a short time, the flowers that bloomed at the beginning of each season die, and season after season, you have been buried in the soil.

I found that I seemed to become crazy.I locked myself in the house, insomnia, insomnia, and insomnia again.I couldn't restrain my crazy urge to destroy everything, so I ran out of the house in a panic, escaped from my fate, and escaped from the prison.

However, the light did not appear, hope and new life are far away from me.

The dim yellow street lights (which should be regarded as light, but they can't illuminate my heart), fell dimly on the ground, and there were no pedestrians or sleepless people.Step by step, I walked into the dark abyss.

If, if this is the established destiny, I don't want to escape.If, if this is the fate that spins in my hands, I will take it into my own hands.

Life is a beautiful withering, no one can escape.

After a long time, only the vast grassland and the pure sky remained silent.

I still love the black woolen jacket, and the long black hair, solidified in the snow-capped world, like an ink painting.

Running in the opposite direction is always a crossroads, regardless of east and west, regardless of north and south, run as much as you want.Throw the self of a second ago at the crossroads, throw a perfect ○, a perfect rest.

until I met that man.

On this day, as usual, I walked out the door of the bar in the middle of the night.My group of fox friends and dog friends and I said hello and agreed to see you tomorrow.

When I turned around, I walked with my head down, and I couldn't see a man coming this way in the distance, so we both fell to the ground. Obviously, this man didn't see me either.

I looked up, very dissatisfied.The streetlights were shining brightly, and I saw that it was a handsome boy with a refined temperament.He holds a mobile phone in his hand.

I said, "Hey, why are you hitting me!"

He was obviously surprised, he rubbed his head and immediately apologized to me, stood up first, then walked over to pull me up, and said, "Sorry, I didn't see you."

I smiled, and I think my smile must have been sly.I put my hands behind my back, tilted my head, and refused to let go: "Is it okay to apologize? I slap you and say sorry to you, is that okay? Do you accept it?" At this moment, I was startled and laughed a little.

The boy suddenly laughed, his eyes were like twinkling stars in the sky.I deliberately said viciously: "What are you laughing at!"

He said, touching his nose, he said a little badly: "You are very similar to a friend of mine!"

"Oh!" I nodded knowingly, and walked half a circle around him, "Don't do this with me! Honestly, are you trying to strike up a conversation with me?" I suddenly approached him with a step, and he took a step back in shock, saying repeatedly No no.He said: "I've been here for several days, and I'm looking for my friends." He took out his mobile phone, and there was a photo on it, which was a photo of him and a girl with short hair. I said, "It's very beautiful. girl."

He continued, "Have you met her?" I shrugged and replied, "No." So he was disappointed, and I asked him, "What's your name?" He said, "My name is Mo Shangqian." I nodded after listening, and then continued to ask: "What are you doing with this girl?"

Answer honestly: "My friend, she is from City A, and she is missing."

"So you came to her?" I said.

"Yes. But the day before yesterday I lost all my money." Mo Shangqian said in frustration.

"Then you are still looking for her outside, don't hurry home. Do you like her?" I laughed, deliberately teasing him, but Mo Shangqian really blushed, and I affirmed my thoughts in my heart. "So what do you decide to do next?"

"I want to find her and go home. My home is not here." Mo Shangqian said.

I nodded, "Then you don't have any money with you, I'm afraid you can't stay in the hotel anymore, right?"

"Yes. I booked it for a week. It's due tomorrow." Mo Shangqian nodded.

I thought for a while and said, "I'm the only one in my house. Would you like to come and live in my house first? I'll borrow it from you, and I'll pay you compensation as if I bumped into you, how about it?"

"You're a girl, isn't it good for me to live in your house?" Mo Shangqian shook his head and said.

I could tell at a glance that Mo Shangqian was not the kind of casual boy, so I said, "I'm telling you, it's okay. I'm a bad boy, and everyone sees me that way, so there's no reason for a man to live in my house. So Don't worry, do you want to come?"