Chapter 2489 Her life is too pitiful
Chapter 2489 Her life is too pitiful
Thinking of her experiences these days, Le Xiaoyue felt that she was the most pitiful existence, and everything she had could not see the light.
If she couldn't catch Ye Xingtong again, her life would be too pitiful.
It was so pitiful that she even thought it was all so dark.
"Ye Ranran... what should I do? I want to ask you, what should I do?" Le Xiaoyue said, and suddenly squatted on the ground.
She didn't call her Aunt Ye Ranran anymore, because she felt that the current Ye Ranran didn't know how to understand her, so she couldn't be regarded as her respected aunt.
"I have encountered such a thing, I have had so many misfortunes, but no one can help me. Ye Ranran...you say...what should I do to do it?"
Le Xiaoyue said, sniffing, then shook her head, feeling extremely sad.
She always thought that at least her elders liked her, but in the end even Ye Ranran was gone.
"If all of you don't like me, then in the end... I will just die." Le Xiaoyue suddenly said in the lowest tone.
Ye Ranran frowned, "Le Xiaoyue, do you know who I look down on the most?"
Le Xiaoyue pointed at herself, "It's me. I also look down on myself now, I don't understand why I just can't let go of Ye Xingtong, why I must hang myself on Ye Xingtong. Ran Ran Auntie, tell me, why am I like this?"
Ye Ranran pressed her shoulders, and said in a serious tone: "Le Xiaoyue, what I look down on the most are people who trample on their own lives at will and don't want to live! You know... what do you look like now? You look like A paranoid monster! There are paths you can walk, but you don't believe you can walk those paths. That's scary."
"I don't have a way to go...Aunt Ranran, have you seen what I have experienced?" Le Xiaoyue said, becoming more and more excited, and then pointed to her face and said:
"I've always been proud of my face. But Ye Xingtong doesn't like my face anymore, and it caused me trouble. My current body can no longer be a normal woman, and I can't have children... ...Aunt Ranran, all of these are my pain."
"I can understand your pain, but I don't think your pain is the reason you can bully others. An Song doesn't owe you anything. She just likes my son." Ye Ranran said calmly.
"This is a debt! Because An Song is liked by your son, and I have nothing now. You have told me many, many stories, but Aunt Ranran, have you heard of the Stone Bridge Zen? Buddha disciple Ananda is here Before he became a monk, he met a girl on the road and fell in love with him. The Buddha asked him, how much do you like this girl? Ananda replied: I would like to be transformed into a stone bridge, and be exposed to 500 years of wind, 500 years of sun, and 500 years of rain. But please this girl walk across the bridge."
Le Xiaoyue feels that she is that Buddhist disciple, and for the sake of the person she likes, she can turn into a stone bridge and suffer all kinds of hardships.
But now it's the person she likes who betrays her. The person she likes only has other people in his eyes, and can't see her goodness at all.
This... makes her very sad and painful.
She couldn't accept it, and didn't want to accept it.
"For Ye Xingtong, I can give up my life and accept the suffering of love. I have such determination. Do you think that a girl with such determination will give up her life and everything?"
As Le Xiaoyue spoke, it seemed as if life had meaning again.
Ye Ranran looked at her and felt that this girl was hopeless.
Immersed in the world of self-moving, what is the difference with Tang Siqi back then!
Thinking of Tang Siqi, Ye Ranran's eyes were still cold.
Because the former Tang Siqi had brought so much pain to her and her baby, if it wasn't for Tang Siqi, she might have recognized Xiao Sichen earlier.
Why did they bother to be wasted for so long?
Just thinking about it, Ye Ranran couldn't forgive Tang Siqi.
He even didn't want such a girl to be by his son's side, wasting her and Xiao Sichen's children.
Perhaps this is so-called selfishness, but she thought that no mother could allow a danger to be around.
"Le Xiaoyue, what do you need... If you need a job, I can give you one. But I have a condition, you have to leave Ye Xingtong, understand what I mean?" Ye Ranran looked at Le Xiaoyue.
"I already live in the villa next door, do you still think it's not enough? Isn't that okay? Don't you want me by your side?"
Le Xiaoyue is so sad, she really hates that she has nothing now, if she is also a successful person like Ye Ranran, why should she worry about it!
Ye Ranran and all of them bullied her because she had nothing!
Yes, it must be so!
"You are by our side, you have schemes, I don't want a woman who can scheme against my son in our life, have I made it clear enough now?" Ye Ranran asked word by word.
Le Xiaoyue didn't expect that Ye Ranran would be so scary when she was indifferent, and she felt extremely sad.
She looked at Ye Ranran quietly, and finally seemed to give up, sighed a long time, and said:
"Then Aunt Ranran, what can you give me? Can you make me the happy me I was before?"
"You have to rely on yourself. You have to figure out everything and any way. No one can help you all the time, understand?"
Ye Ranran looked at Le Xiaoyue, then slowed down and said, "Le Xiaoyue, I've always felt that with the memories of your childhood, your relationship with Ye Xingtong can go on a more normal course. But in the end it's still I was wrong... I overestimated you."
"Times change, people's hearts will change. Ye Xingtong has changed, and I can't go back." Le Xiaoyue said, wiping away tears, and said sadly:
"But Aunt Ranran, why do you think I hold on to Ye Xingtong's light? It's not because Ye Xingtong is special to me. He is like a light. I've seen this The world is dark, so I want to hold on to the light and never let go, Aunt Ranran, what mistakes can I make!"
"It's your fault that you make others unhappy. Your love should be a kind of warmth to Ye Xingtong, not make him fall into an ice cave." Ye Ranran said sternly.
Didn't it make Ye Xingtong fall into an ice cave?
Le Xiaoyue thought of Hong Yunxi. In fact, she is the same person as Hong Yunxi. They all said they love Ye Xingtong, but they never did what was good for Ye Xingtong.
It is no exaggeration to say that they all only touched themselves, but it did not do Ye Xingtong any good.
But when a person is at a certain level, how can he listen to what others say?
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