figure skating king

Chapter 151: Can't give up, can only continue

#My heart is a bandit, and I can't change it.My heart is full of bandits, and I can't roll it. —— "The Book of Songs Qi Feng"#

Victor put down the toilet seat and sat on it in a daze. @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City

Little did he know how he got out of there.

For the first major confession in his life, he used a performance in front of 17500 people to show his love, but in the end he got this result.

It's like liking him from the beginning to the end, and skating with him is just a child's farce in the eyes of the other party. You don't need to take it to heart or refuse it solemnly. You just don't take it seriously. Just return.

He really doesn't like me at all, does he?Is it because I still like my ex-partner, so I don't plan to accept new relationships, I just want to study, make money, and figure skate in the rest of the day, so I don't even want to try it with me, right?

Victor has heard others say that the living can never compare with the dead, maybe he is in such a situation now, it should be said that he was not qualified to compare with the other from the beginning, Yuuri never took him in his heart, his The heart defense is like a thick layer of ice, and Victor can't get through even though he tries hard.

At this moment, there was a knock on the compartment door, and the voice of the second senior brother came: "Victor, are you in there?"

Victor looked to the next door: "Greve? Uh... I'm here, I'm fine."

Greve said calmly, "Do you still like him?"

"Eh?"

"Let me ask you, after the confession was rejected, do you still like him?"

This question is too sharp.

One sentence made Victor think "I'm really worthless", this is the first time for him who has always been self-confident.

He covered his eyes, his voice muffled.

"like."

Even if he was rejected like that, he still continued to like her very unpromisingly.

After a while, Greve said a word to him.

"As someone who has experienced it, I would like to give you a piece of advice. Don't get the definition of confession wrong. It should be the clarion call when victory is about to come. Before that, you have a lot of battles to fight. Although you have already suffered a defeat, you still want to It will be even more difficult to conquer that fortress, so either grit your teeth and persevere until victory, or the fortress is occupied by others, or give up now and go to find other fortresses. I want to use your strength to conquer this fortress. Fortresses other than this will be easy."

"I……"

"And even if you capture this fortress, what can you do? Do you occupy it for a while and then leave, or remove the spikes on the outside of the fortress and build it into a prosperous city, or even a complete city?" A happy country? Have you thought about it? Yuuri is not a child with a love brain, there is no need to doubt his intelligence, can you let him open the gate of the fortress for you just with your current appearance?"

The silver-haired boy opened his mouth, held back his mouth for a while, and said, "I want to go to St. Petersburg University!" @无限好文，all in Jinjiang Literature City

He sniffed and lowered his head, it wasn't that he didn't want to think about longer-term plans, because he simply didn't have enough life to think that much, let alone Yuuri.

If it wasn't for the short remaining time, he wouldn't be in a hurry to confess to Yuuri at this time when Yuuri didn't show any obvious affection for him.

Aren't you afraid of being too late, afraid of missing it?

I want to skate with him, study together, live together, and be the closest person in his life.

I noticed that there was a frozen paradise in that boy's heart, and I hoped to enter it and make it warm and spring.

I can’t say these things, and he has already failed once, Yuuri must be even more unlikely to accept me. The paradise in his heart was built by others. After those people left, even the gates were frozen, and they couldn’t get in. They wanted to go in It will also be pushed away.

Do you want to give up... After all, sticking to it is just adding trouble to Yuuri. Without my liking, he is still doing well, and it will even be easier.

Then at this point Greve gave Victor the final blow.

"To be honest, no matter what you think, I don't think you need to be so disappointed. After all, when a normal person sees a topless drunk, he immediately takes off his pants and rushes He came over and shook his hand and said that he had had an x-dream with himself as the main character... How weird is it for someone to accept this kind of confession? It's too normal to fail."

It should be said that it is abnormal not to fail.

Victor froze.

The powerful genes of the fighting nation allowed Victor to still retain the memory of last night after being drunk like that, and he even woke up in the second half of the farce, but he was pinched and passed out by Yuuri again.

Victor covered his face with his hands, deeply feeling that he had no face to face others.

Not to mention his thick skin, no matter how thick-skinned a person is, he will feel ashamed and angry after making such a terrible confession to the person he likes in front of a group of people!

At this time, the sound of flushing water came from the next door.

Victor raised his head abruptly, looking at the partition wall in disbelief: "Have you been lazing?"

Greve replied of course: "Otherwise? If I don't do shit, I can just stand outside the door and chat with you. Why do I have to sit on the toilet on purpose? Don't you do it?"

Victor: "..."

Did he think it was so smelly? He thought it was because the staff didn't do a good job in hygiene.

He rushed out of the cubicle, and saw Greve leisurely coming out to wash his hands, and he showed a disgusted expression to Victor: "Really, everyone has physical needs to be solved, don't you usually need to go to the toilet Is it? Even Yuuri has to go to the toilet, and when you all become old men, you may also have to face constipation, hemorrhoids, and hair loss..."

Victor covered his ears: "It's okay, it's okay, stop talking!"

Well, now all the sad emotions were disturbed by the second senior brother.

But Victor is also a person who knows what is good, and he understands that the second senior brother said these things to himself with good intentions, so he said sincerely: "Anyway, thank you for coming to comfort me."

Greve waved his hand: "It's okay, I was going to the toilet too."

Besides, Yuuri let him come over too.

He smiled and patted Victor on the shoulder lightly: "I know that thanks, you are indeed more sensible than before. You used to patronize skating and lived a life that was beyond the realms of the world. It seems that liking Yuuri is still good for you .”

Victor was startled, and rarely showed a shy expression. He stretched out his hand to Greve: "Now I understand that if you just dedicate your soul to the ice, you can't make the most perfect performance, and you can't make your life complete. Yes, thank you very much, Greve."

The second senior brother and the silver-haired junior brother shook their paws, shook them, and then sighed: "Hey, I always feel that the scene where you took off your pants and shook Yuuri's hand to confess, I will never forget it in my life. Why didn't you find a camera to record it last night?"

What kind of record is that kind of black history!

Victor's black line, he said in his heart that he wished that everyone would lose their memory now.

All in all, under the enlightenment of the second brother, Victor washed his face, returned to the restaurant, and then learned that Yuuri had gone to the airport in advance, presumably to avoid embarrassing him.

At this time Yakov and Lilia also came over, because he came back very late after talking with the skating union officials last night, so he slept until just now, and knew nothing about the turmoil between Victor and Yuuri Well, Lilia never cared about the young people's "love and hatred", let alone these things.

In a strange silence, the Russian beauty group carried their luggage and medals and went to the airport with their coach to catch the plane. After boarding the plane, they found Yuuri was sitting behind Victor. Everyone was still nervous and wondered if they needed to change seats or something.

However, Victor has also adjusted himself now, he went to sit in front of Yuuri, took out a collection of science problems and flipped through it, Yuuri sat behind him and looked at a mathematics journal, the two of them brought their own "work hard" Aura, and kept it all the way to St. Petersburg, during which Victor asked Yuuri two questions, and Yuuri answered them all.

This gave Victor the admiration of others.

He just confessed to someone taking off his pants yesterday, but today he can behave so naturally, he really deserves to be Victor.

But in fact, it’s just that Victor didn’t want to give up, so he set a small goal first—to participate in next year’s Winter Olympics and strive to win a medal. A layer of security.

Although going to the same university with Yuuri may not make him catch up with Yuuri, but if he can't even get into the same university, he won't be able to catch up with Yuuri even more!

All in all, it’s gratifying for Viktor to ignite his fighting spirit in reading. After all, there is no harm in studying hard. Since his academic performance has improved rapidly, Viktor’s reputation with Yakov has risen to second only to George is gone.

Less than ten days after the finals of the Grand Prix, the Russian Championships and the Japanese Championships were about to start. Yakov led a group of brats to compete in the Russian Championships. During the period, George and Greve won gold and bronze medals , Peter ranked fourth, Victor and Nastia respectively won the Russian Youth Championship.

Victor doesn't ask Yuuri to do his hair for him anymore, and he doesn't cling to him anymore.

Then came the Japanese Championships, and Yakov rushed to Japan with Yuuri in a hurry, the specifics of the match were not clear, after all, the Russian TV station did not broadcast that, all I knew was that Yuuri had indeed won the Universiade quota.

However, the assistant coach's expression was not very good when he was talking to Yakov. It seemed that although Yuuri had a good match, something else happened.

Later, Anfisa, the gossip queen, got the news.

The little girl said angrily to her friends: "This time, the ace of the men's figure skating singles in Japan did not perform well because of a triple-A fall. The champion is Oda or something, and Yuuri is the silver medalist. He overwhelmed that guy, and then there is a radical Fans throwing white towels at Yuuri, it's too much!"

"Obviously Yuuri wins based on his strength! Don't fall when you have the ability! Besides, there is no quota limit in the Universiade. Yuuri has to compete for medals because of his age, so that the Japan Skating Federation can send him out to compete. That The aces are all veritable 20-something college students, and Yuuri doesn't have his spot in the game!"

Victor listened for a while, and was also a little worried. He knew that Yuuri was very strong, and because he didn't live long anyway, he simply didn't care about the opinions of unrelated people, but this was not a reason for others to slander him.

He knows what Yuuri is capable of, that he deserves all the honors he's got, that he's a formidable opponent.

Thinking of this, he planned to call Yuuri after the training, but he fell down before the training was over.

A high fever caused Victor to lose the strength to walk upright. After being diagnosed and given medicine by the team doctor, the assistant coach drove Victor home. @无限好文, all in Jinjiang Literature City

When he woke up, he found himself lying on the bed at home, with a wet and cool towel on his head, Yuuri sat aside and read a book quietly, without any dust, as if he had never left, nor was he hurt by any bad things Things happen, as always.

Everything felt very familiar, as if he had been taken care of like this before. Sure enough, he had actually been in contact with Yuuri a long time ago, but at that time Yuuri didn't greet him, and he didn't think about walking in front of him. It was fate that put Yuuri in front of him. After pushing it to St. Petersburg, Victor realized that the existence of love and life is so beautiful.

Then Victor thought, if this person has a paradise in his heart, all efforts are actually meaningful.

If one day I can see the ice in Yuuri's heart melt, how beautiful he will be when he smiles at that time.

I have never seen such a person before, and the rest of my life is probably not enough for fate to bring me and other people such a deep and wonderful fate, so I want to like you seriously, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, and I want to be close to you.

Sometimes he would be glad that he entered the dead space, and then Yuuri couldn't leave him alone, let alone walk away after refusing.

"woke up?"

The little leader changed a towel for him: "I'm leaving for the Japanese Championships tomorrow, but Taozi and Sasha (Alexander) will take care of you. Yakov wants you to take good care of yourself for two days, and go back to report when you recover."

Victor called softly, "Yuuri."

"what happened?"

"My... birthday is coming soon."

After a while, he saw Yuuri chuckled and asked, "So what gift do you want?"

The look was like looking at a child begging for a gift.

"I want to see Romeo and Juliet up close."

Victor looked at him fixedly: "It's not the version of the mourning song you dedicated to An Jie, but the one you originally imagined. I've always wanted to see it."

The boy froze, and the room fell silent.

After a while, Victor heard him speak softly.

"it is good."

Victor closed his eyes reassuringly, and smiled contentedly.

Stepping on the junction between the age of 15 and 16, he understood that he had fallen into a long, crushed crush but didn't want to give up, and everyone knew about it.

Not entirely hopeless, either, right?

After all, the person he likes looks strong and cold, but in fact he is soft-hearted and lonely. Victor will work hard to get closer to him, and maybe this experience of getting closer is also a gift from heaven.

The author has something to say:

Everyone thought that Victor was going to skate the theme of "Broken Love" next season, but it turned out that he hadn't given up yet.

It's not that Wei Qia doesn't know that in the face of this kind of pursuit that has been rejected, giving up is the only way to stop losses in time, but he has a special situation-he has few years of life left, so he can just go as he pleases, and he is reluctant to give up Then keep chasing, not to mention that it is really understandable for Yuuri not to accept his confession, his confession is too bad ahem.